i'm already posting again...crazy!

So God is freakin awesome. He is showing that to me EVERY SINGLE DAY....and causing me to fall to my face before Him because He deserves the glory...not me. yesterday was unproductive as far as the homework i had planned on doing, but all the while i learned a lot. mainly the whole idea of not putting everything of me into people is being reinforced. yet i do it again and again. people fail...they have in the past and they are going to continue to do so. it sucks, but hey they are wretched sinners just like me. i am really thankful for fellowship, but i need to be more thankful for God loving me and providing for my every need rather than looking at it as if He is taking away something i deserve. i don't want fair....fair is that we all go to hell....that sounds quite awful. so last night as i felt quite let down i was driving around town looking for my friends house. i didn't know where she lives, but i knew a general location. so i drove around and had no luck until all of a sudden i hear my name ever so faintly and i looked over and chris is waving his hands at me in front of autumn's house. yay! so we celebrated craig's b-day last night with games and hanging out and running around at an elementary school in the dark. no no it was fun. see I thought God was taking something away, when in fact He knew what I needed and He provided as He knew was perfect for me. today i was school productive. three hours or more sitting in the same spot in starbucks....not good for anyone. so that's that. i'm outta here to go find something to do with my night. hope you are well friends.