i have been listening to caedmons call a lot in the past month. they seem to have songs that describe the majority of my feelings. i really enjoy their music, but even more i enjoy that through their music i am able to worship our sovereign and incredible God. man it's amazing. i am thankful for fellowship. last night was good. brothers and sisters in Christ gathering around a table to break bread and love on each other. something i have been praying for and God is answering my prayers maybe not the way i had wanted, but in the way that clearly is best for me....after all He knows my needs better than i do. God is so awesome. i could go on and on right now. two years ago i read the cost of discipleship by dietrich bonhoeffer and i started to read it again yesterday. it challenges me. i don't necessarily agree with everything he wrote, but he challenges me to not be complacent in my faith. well friends to class i go. you are loved....i hope that you know it....i am struggling to know it myself....but somewhere deep down i do know that it is true. blessings on you today....rejoice in His sovereignty!