i sit in the library again today working on papers that in all honesty i don't want to be doing, but in order to stay on top of things i do them. school is hard. why do we choose to go to school for so many years of our lives? i like to learn, but i really do not like the pressure. it stresses me out. i am overwhelmed with what i have to do before finals. i finished my last midterm today and already i am thinking about the mass quantity of reading that i need to start on. i think that i will not have this much reading ever again.... at least i am hopeful. this weekend was incredible. i spent a lot of time w/ my mom and we did a lot of fun shopping stuff and then i went to see andrea and who knew that hanging out in a parking lot for five hours could be exciting?? we made it exciting.... we ran around with a GPS seeing how fast we could go, we got ice cream :) which is always an important thing, we were frequented by interesting people walking by.... including one guy who asked if we were having a tail gate.... i laughed hard. we also jumped from the sides of her truck just for fun and we took some fun pictures.... man we have good times together.... i miss being around people who like to do that sort of thing... but hey i'm here for a reason :) alrighty it's about time that i get off to class since that seems to be all i do anymore.... oh that and read, but may as well be positive about it ....
Jesus you are so good. when i want to cry and not get up you pick me up and carry me. when i have had enough you fill me up and remind me that i am yours.... you have conquered this world.... what do i have to fear?? lets do this!