I've decided to come back to life. I don't know that anyone ever checks this anymore, but I guess this is more for me to get my thoughts out than for anything else. God is amazing. It has been a year since I last took the time to write and it's been a rough go for me, but close to 100 blood tests, 50+ doctor appointments, and a lot of healing later... i am going strong by the grace of God. more to come later... it's bed time now. peace out.