Life is crazy because only God knows what will happen. I love it. I am excited about going home today for a few days to celebrate Thanksgiving and see the family....minus my brother and trish. But it will be relaxing and good time to catch up. So my last post was a bit cryptic, but things were really really new....now they are only really new. God has put Jeff in my life and has shown me that only when I rely fully on HIM will I be at peace. I like having a companion...but God reminds me that He is my only true source of joy and comfort. It's tough, but incredible to see how God can use people to show you how much you are loved by Him. It's scary to be close to someone, but exciting.... God works in intimate ways and I love it. I am learning how to be real and be okay with that and what it looks like to serve others which is serving God. I am stoked because i am being stretched and grown in ways I have never been. God be the center always...i am off to hang out w/ Jeff for a bit then home I go. Jesus You are more than good...You are ever faithful and I want to give You all the glory and honor. I am loved by the maker and creator of this Universe...pretty dang cool!