life can be confusing. i have known this to be true, but it adds more excitement...it means i have to trust Jesus more....this is a good thing. i need to be leaning more on Him and less on me. i suck....He does not. soo after many months planning on grad school in psycholgoy....looks like i may be headed to nursing school. i'm stoked. other than that....life continues on in SLO. it's been a lazy weekend and i'm loving it. time alone like i haven't known in awhile has been excellent. time to breathe, spend time in the Word, bake cookies, sleep, drive. i love it. one more week of school...that's exciting in and of itself...i also quit my job....yikes...it needed to happen. it wasn't going to fulfill my internship requirements because the hours were just not enough. i loved hanging out with the little boy, but i was helping his situation. i had to say, "i'm not good enough for this role" and move on. it sucks...but i am being blessed through it....such as having this time to just breathe. now i get to go to camp for a few weeks...stoked for that....and i'm looking for a new job. life is fun...unpredictable. it's better that way. my family from CO is coming to visit...i'm excited...they haven't visited us in a long time...it's going to be sweet. the lonely feelings are still there, but God is providing other awesome girls in my life and guys too! it's encouraging....alright. i'm outta here...movie time!! blessings friends...