there are some days that just don't go my way at all. this week has been a series of those days and i have been learning how to deal with them, move on, and praise Jesus anyways. soo as is the case for lots of parts of the state it has been pouring rain here.....i have forgotten my umbrella at home every day and have been soaked everyday from head to toe. it's been fun, but kind of got old after a day or two. also....my car started making wierd noises on monday and i ignored it as i usually do. tuesday the wierd noises increased and the check engine light went on. not to mention that my roof was leaking all over me in the pouring rain.....fun times for sure. so i took my car in yesterday and when i got there my car would no longer go in reverse....that's not usually a good sign. my transmission is shot. boo! i'm frustrated....i never realized how dependent i was on my car until yesterday. today has been good not having the car to depend on. well i was planning on going home this weekend, but now without the car i have to take the bus/train. it'll be just fine, but definitely not how i planned it. also this week i got back my midterms to find out that i didn't do as well as i thought i had. bummer. i got my first two C's in college this week. it was devastating, but i had to give it up and accept it and move on. i'm working on the accepting part still. it'll be okay. i need to manage my time better and not procrastinate as much....i came to cal poly to be challenged and now i'm getting it.....i need to be thankful for this rather than wish for easiness again. man i'm never satisfied. well to bed i go i have to be at the bus really early....love you all and thank you for your support :)