okay so i'm back in slo.....i don't know that this is where i want to be, but i am here nonetheless. i don't always get what i want, but what God wants for me. i think i need to be more alligned with what he wants for me and want that too....hmmm. so i went home this weekend and that was good...saw the family and my dog colby...she's really cool. i went up to camp for friday and saturday which was really a good trip for me. i think calvin crest is a place for me that i can go and clear things up and "get back on track". it was good. i spent a lot of time walking and being alone with God. camp is a familiar place that when i walk around on its grounds i feel at home. it's like meeting up with an old friend. so i'm thankful for weekends when i can leave and go up there to be reminded that Yes God is still at work in me.....i just need to be more aware. I got to see some people that i truly enjoy being with as well....phillip, steven, ellie, and I played computer games until 4am....yikes it was late. we all went to szechuan down in oakhurst, w/ everyone that was left for the weekend and the biasells and mckenzies. oh i'm thankful for all them. it was nice. today my trip was interesting....i decided to skip the train and just catch the bus in hanford, but the train to connect w/ the bus had a bomb threat and got there 4 hours late. so i sat in the train station for 4 hours.....fun times if you ask me. so i just got home not long ago and can't get to Celebration because i have no car. Jesus is rocking my world right now and although it kinda stinks.....i have faith that He knows what's going on.......

i'll leave you with this song:

Your Beloved
Lord itwas you who created the Heavens
Lord it was your hand that put the stars in the place
Lord it is your voice that commands the morning
Even oceans and their waves will bow at your feet
Lord who am I compared to your glory
Lord who am I compared to your majesty
I am your beloved, your creation, and you love me as I am
You have called me chosen for your kingdom
Unafraid to call me your own
I am your beloved
I am your beloved

think about this....this is how Jesus views us

alright to work i go!