i say stupid things sometimes. forgive me. i'm sorry for saying stupid things.

Jesus you are good...i am lost without you. please restore to me the passion you first gave me for loving people like you do. please make me more like you and less like me. i want to shine bright for you and not be the darkness that i am. i want to lift up and encourage not tear down and destroy. i want to be thankful not jealous or greedy. i want to speak words of love not words of hurt. i want to be truthful not deceitful.

Jesus take all that is of me and diminish it....fill me to overflowing with you so that when people see me they will not see me they will see you. cause me to fall on my knees and onto my face and realize that i am nothing without you.....make me see others like you see them and treat them only how you would treat them. my life is not mine these friends are not mine....you give and take away....

make this about you and not about me. i want to know you intimately. i want to want only you. i want to seek satiety from you alone. i want to be satisfied with what you give and have for me and not search for it elsewhere. i want to live in peace with my brothers and sisters in Christ and love them and respect them. i want to be open to change and what you have in store for me.

here i am Lord use me.