so it's saturday right? okay just checking. i went home yesterday to pick up my bicycle...it's way cool...i'm excited to go on a ride tomorrow up the canyon by my house. i also went to camp yesterday....man do i feel at home with some of those friends. it was really good to see andrea and phillip and get to sleep down in sherwood even if i didn't really sleep at all because it was cold, but the company is amazing. phillip said something about missing people who knows his heart and he knows theirs, and people who you can genuinely talk to you and feel heard and can talk about Jesus with....ugh....i miss that too. andrea mentioned missing laughter and boy do i miss it too....i haven't laughed that hard since i left camp....i really like those two....it's always a fun time and usually i end up with some bruises....but it's worth it. driving back to slo today was tough....in time i think it will get easier though i listened to philmore all the way here which was a good thing....i am learning a lot about God's timing and not my own as far as relationships with boys goes....it's tough, but good....i am trying out a new church tomorrow in arroyo grande which is exciting....i'll let you all know how it goes. well i'm tired....i didn't sleep last night and i drove a lot today thus i'm tired. i'm feeling lonely so you could pray against that....i'd appreciated it....thank you friends for loving me....and thank you most to Jesus for loving me....it must be hard, but you do it anyways:)