Day 1 is over with. Two of my classes were really good and the other, well i need to ask God to give me a heart of love for my proffessor. I went to college group tonight in arroyo grande with grace bible church....i do enjoy those people. they seem to be really nice and hopefully this will be a good place to get involved. i cried today which was good...it had been about a week since i have cried....i think i had built up my feelings of lonliness and i broke when i had a hard class today....thank you Jesus for breaking me down....it's hard, but causes me to rely more fully on YOU!! I think i am beginning to adjust slowly to living here....i am still getting lost a lot, but then finding myself again...it makes me laugh :) tomorrow i will have to ride...it has been too long....i know maybe i can ride to someplace do my homework and ride back....that will be a good thing.....it will have to be done. okay well bed is sounding mighty nice so i love you friends...goodnight